Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Excuse Me

Seriously, when did I grow up? Since when did I surrender my right to a day with nothing to do? I have officially resigned myself to the fact that I am a member of the working world and that there is really no such thing as "summer vacation" or "lazy summer days". I mean, I will probably find some completely relaxing time again . . . sometime, someday- but for now it is nowhere to be found.

There is just always something to do. Always. Even if it is a fun thing- it's still something. I mean, "Welcome to life", right? I don't even have a kid yet- so I know my "busy, crazy, tired all the time, working non-stop, burning the candle at both ends" days are not even at their peak. But I still feel tired and (relatively) over-worked. Stop my pouting, already. Stop whining, you wimp. But . . . I just want to whine a little.

I think the true sign that I'm actually falling into the abyss of adulthood is that I am actually wanting true alone time. I'm not really an "alone" type of person. I love being with people. When I want to get away- I usually want to get away with friends. But recently I just find myself wanting 24 hours of nothing to do, nowhere to go, no one to see.

That said- I have loved all the things I "have" to do, also. I love visiting with family and friends, volunteering for church, hosting guests, completing projects, teaching, going to grad school, working and feeling productive . . . but then I also just want a break from it all sometimes, too.*

Maybe I just need a nap.


*Note to all friends and family- I love you and don't want to stop seeing your lovely faces! Like I said, I just wanted to whine for a minute. Okay- I'm done.

7 comments:

Kris Tina said...

Well honestly - what's a blog for if not to vent? Next up on my blog - why Dan is driving me crazy. That's right. I said Dan.

Alli said...

Maybe you need to take a "mental health day." Stay in, watch some movies and eat some chocolate. :)

Britt said...

i am totes with you! my favorite weekends are just doing nothing with no one (since my body is incapable of sleeping in now--what!?!)

Sarah Culp said...

I heart Dan.

Keith Neeley said...

It is called Scout Camp! A responsibility with little responsibility. Don't tell Krsten.

J. Shumway said...

Agreed! I was just thinking about this whole grown up thing the other day. There are hardly times of "nothing to do" anymore.

p.s. we miss you guys! Have you eaten at Giordanno's Pizza yet? You must! :)

Sarah Culp said...

Oh yes- of course! Are you guys still in the "area"?